My works are painted purely on emotions. I have ME/cvs, an auto-immune illness that attacks my corps daily. Painting for me is calming, while the pains runs trough my corps. I want to take you on my journey, fighting this illness as long as possible. I express myself by keeping my mind creative. This is the first painting I made, where I feel the need to give color to the pain in my corps. You can feel the lonelyness in this work, the not accepting my diagnose in the vibrant colors, the need of consistency in my days... THE JOURNEY I TRAVEL :
There is something in things that moves,
It is not the beauty of colors,
Nor the shine of the paint,
Nor the movement of the whole,
It is there,
But also beyond and above and below
It's the brushstrokes and the sounds you can hear,
If you lay your ear to listen close to the canvas,
It is the trembling of the cloth,
When your hand touches it,
And the trembling of the wires around it, that grows and swells
It is coloring the pains in my corps